Someday , We'll catch th rainbow .

2009-08-06T16:08:00.003+08:00

I've moved .
http://crashedkeys.blogspot.com

gone .

2009-08-05T23:37:00.000+08:00

" Take a step at a time , 'cause you might lose grip when you've gone too far ."

I'm shagged , seriously .
I need them who could spare their ears for me .
Miss(ed) Afiqah , Fifah and Hanah , they used to be there no matter what/when .
Now it's different . ; Time changed , people too .

Here I am , all alone now .
No one to stand by me and support me .
I wish I could turn the time around and not letting him in .
If he didn't came in my life , I still have odd to have my friends .
My love for him has became hatred , I'm sorry Hairi .
I'm through , I want my old life back .
Step back and start a new , let me go .

You've won the battlefield

2009-08-03T17:44:00.004+08:00

Haven't I tried my very best , what else do you want ?

" If I could take a minute to dial and call you , why can't you the same ?

I would skip my work just to be there for you , why can't you ?

I always have given in to you .

Listen , follow you .

I've treasured you with full of love .

This time , I'm waiting on you .

I may not be perfect but I've tried my very best for you , the both of us .

I'm not as strong as before .

I'm done with this stupid draggy battlefield , it's your turn now .

Now it's time for you to choose , Yourself or Me .

Call me once you've decided . -Sya "

Won't be updating much , both computer and laptop is down .

So , I'll update when I have the opportunity to .

Hiatus , xoxo .

13th

2009-07-31T17:29:00.000+08:00

Baby
Sorry for the late post .
But , Happy 13th monthsary baby !
I love you very much and nothing is going to change that .
More of what happened yesterday okay , more torture . heeehhhehehehe ;D
Best right ?
And I'm hoping for more months/years to come .
Love you babe , xoxo .

chrismas eve ;D

2009-07-31T17:06:00.000+08:00

I'm tired , tired of people who gives me two faces .
Especially three grown up people and two oh so still kiddos .
Come'on , grow up and think .
For once I'm going to say this and it will be my last time , I'm not your slave dog .
I'm through working at your company , never will I come back and work there ; Final say .
Whats more , I'll be like a old hag like all of you if I keep myself there . Haaahhh !
Can't wait for tomorrow , last day . And I will never step in there anymore .

I miss my girlfriends , Fiqah/Bil .
Oh shit . I admit , Fifah/Hanah too -.-"
When can we have a girls day out ?
-Bil baby , good luck for your runway . Though I'm still underage , I'm there for you always .
Love you .

2009-07-29T01:30:00.003+08:00

I've been on hiatus for a while .
I've tried to handle alot of things lately , heavy stuff .
Alhamdulillah , I manage to go through it . May it be very difficult .
In life , we've got to taste the good and bad .
Well , I know , Allah is testing me with all this good/bad things because He knows I could handle it .
So , I'm taking this as a challenge in life .
No pain , no game baby .

So far , things has gone smoothly with boyfriend .
Though at times I feel like looking of other , I still appreciate his presence in my life since 1 year 1 month ago .
I may not show the love , but I love you okay bodo ? ;)
Oh well .

Ending work in 4 days time .
I know I could pull this thing off .
Damn , b*itches and sl*ts , I'm doing better after this .
You guys are going down !
Boo .

Quote of the day ,

I used to have bestfriend(s) who have turned into bitches .

Well , figure out .

Baby , Don't leave me ;(

2009-07-21T19:08:00.003+08:00

Baby , I promise , I'll wait for you .
I'll stick through with whatever is happening now , I won't let you walk all alone .
If anything were odd to happen baby , I'll wait for you even if it takes a million years ; Promise baby .

I love you very much .
I know times we hit the shore like a big tide wave but you know yourself , down deep in my heart , I love you and nothing could ever change that .
You know that when we are mad , we kissed and everything is fine .
To know your presence by me every time I woke up each morning is Heaven to me .

I can't imagine being away from you .
Being unable to see you , touch you and be with you .
I'm trying to stay strong right now until Friday .
I don't care if I have to skip work on Friday , I don't want to be left like that without knowing anything .
'Cause you know , your mum don't like me .

Baby , I'm scared .
I love you baby , I really do .

Promise , I'll wait until the end of time .
And , I'll stick through with you no matter what & how long it takes .
Promise is promise .

I need you always like a baby needs it blanket , never want to be parted .

Baby , lets pray so that nothing is going to happen or if it happen , sentence isn't going to be heavy.
You know , I can't be left alone .
And I know you don't want anything to happen to me . ;(
I LOVE YOU BABY , & KEEP HAT IN YOUR HEART and MIND .
xoxo

Jerk , always and forever .

2009-07-19T22:45:00.005+08:00

I'm not your cup of tea anymore .
Sorry to say , I'm closing the door that was once opened to you .
Chances given but taken for granted .
I'm so over you .

18th July 2009 ,
Ibu's birthday . If she was still around , she should be 47th now .
Hope that her soul will rest in peace and placed amongst the religious , Amin .
Al - Fatihah .

I met someone today for big-breakfast , Hafiz .
Overall , I'd rate him 8.5/10 . I mean cute , geddit ?
I'm really looking forward to meet him again .
And obviously , its a crush . * Shhhhh
By the way , get well soon Hafiz .

Sleep time now , work tomorrow .
Goodnight , xoxo .

cute ;D

2009-07-15T00:23:00.003+08:00

He's cute , right ?
The one which popped out saying " hey you. " is hafiz .
Currently chatting with hafeez and hafiz . ;D
hhaah .
Okay , going now . bye .
*baby , sorry didn't reply your text . pp8 low .

Forgive me

2009-07-14T22:06:00.003+08:00

Sayang ,
I don't feel the same way anymore but I still want you to stay .
If I deny saying that I don't love you anymore , I'm lying .
But its really different now .
True , you're trying to change for me and I could feel it .
It's not you baby , its me .
I promise , I will change and erase all those feelings .
You know I want us until the end of time .

I'm sorry baby .

Until karma comes , I'mma do fine

2009-07-10T16:21:00.004+08:00

PRETENDER , I love(d) you once .

Fullstop

2009-07-06T23:24:00.006+08:00

I don't wish to remember you as a good friend .
I don't have a friend who have turned herself like a bitch .
Whats more , someone whom I treated like my sister .

Anyway, I don't give a sit about you anymore .
Live your life that way , bitch about me all you want .
But hey baby girl , I don't stand near your level .
'Cause I've given up on you .
And seriously , I'm ma pretend that you never exist in my life .
Take care now , shoo !

I'm happy with my life now .
* Thanks Bil for standing up for me , Love .

Ibu , Come back

2009-07-02T13:05:00.006+08:00

On mc ; Fever , flu , cough , wisdom tooth hurts .
I need tender , love and care .
Where's the people I love ? Don't they bother about me ?

I wished Ibu is here to whip up chicken porrige for me .
Adik rindu Ibu sangat-sangat bu , kenapa Ibu pergi dulu tinggalkan adik ?
Ibu , adik sentiasa doakan Ibu agar Ibu senang dan bahagia dekat tempat yang Ibu berada sekarang .
Only in my dreams bu , adik dapat dengar suara Ibu , kiss you & hug you tightly .
Dah nak 3 years you left me behind , I miss everything about you Ibu .
And I have yet to pay back your deeds towards me .
Sorry for everything Ibu .
I miss you terrribly .
I wished I could turn the time back and cherish more moments with you .
Adik nak Ibu ada jaga adik , cause no matter how I made you mad , you still love me .
Semua now dah lain without you around .
Family kita , .. not the old one anymore .
Ibu , Rest In Peace .
I will never fail to sedekah kan al-fatihah for you , take care Bu .

I LOVE YOU ALWAYS & ETERNITY , i miss you . )':
Al-Fatihah .

Take care baby

2009-06-28T23:52:00.002+08:00

Nothing is going to change .
You stand no chance anymore .
Take care & goodbye Luthfi .

Vanished

2009-06-28T01:09:00.001+08:00

Why do you even bother to come back ?

I don't need you anymore Luthfi .
I hate you even .

MJ

2009-06-26T10:23:00.003+08:00

" May you rest in peace , MJ "

Heard of it ? We just lost our King Of Pop , MJ ; Micheal Jackson .

Its a tragedy that everyone in the world is feeling down for .

He is one of the greatest entertainer and I may not be borned yet during his raise , but I do fancy his songs now .

We'll be missing you , MJ .

Suck Your Tits Bitch

2009-06-25T22:44:00.002+08:00

I'm done with you babygirl .
Being nice to you means nothing right ?
So what if you're a full timer ? Now that you've been there for almost a year makes you a rule ?
You treated me like shit sometimes depending on your moods .
Put and push it all on me , if I burst , lick it ! ; Cause you're a hoe
Now , seriously , I don't give a shit on you .
Try me babygirl , Imma leave in 2 months time .
Seriously , don't think that you're hot when you're not and its not as if you're the only one who has boyfriend .
And hell , you have one corrupted family babygirl .

Now , hell out of my way .
No use treating you nice anymore b*itch , you wanna play games , play my game first .
Break a leg .

p.s. Sayang , I rindu you !

You Bitch !

2009-06-24T22:42:00.003+08:00

1) Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
The Forehead

2)How do you feel when you wake up this morning?
Reckless

3)Who was the last person you took a photo with?
Hairi

4)Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
Yeah , With certain people

5)Would you ever donate blood?
No , And never will

6)Have you had a bestfriend that was from the opposite sex?
Yeah

7)Do you want someone dead?
Yeah baby !

8)What does your last msg say?
I don't have a phone ):

9)What are you thinking right now?
I think I'm in love again

10)Do you wish someone to be with you right now?
Someone ♥

11)What is the tyme you go to bed last night?
3 am

12)Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing right now?
TopShop

13)Is someone on your mind?
Arwah Sharifah Noor Binte Othman ♥

14)Who was the last person who texted you?
Told you , I have no handphone .

15) Tag 8 random people to do this survey
Afiqah TC
Ain
Nadia
Hafizan
Fadzillah
Mira
Syaza
Nabilah

16)Who is no.2 having relationship with?
I think Islam ?

17)Is no.3 a male or female?
Female lah bodooo

18)Say something about no.1
My gila ITE , TC mate

19)Is no.4 single
Hell yeah !

20)Describe no.8
She's a shorty , funny , irritating , cute and best of all , she's my good friend .

-________________________________________-

Thanks eh Fiqah , suruh aku buat ni .

Woking later at 9.30am , but I'm still up chatting .
Its been long since I lasted chatted with him , Mr P .
Kind of missing him though ; Well , errrr . Okay shut up .
I think , I'm not sleeping tonight .
Planning to cook early in the morning later , porridge .
My tooth is still killing me .
Going to ask Kak Zie if she still needs part-timer 'cause Hairi's interested .
Hopefully a yes ! :DDDDD * suka aku !

Going off now , nak sambung chat .
loveees

Stick Your Dick

2009-06-22T23:33:00.003+08:00

Still on MC , yet I got to go to work tomorrow ; EV .
I'm planning to quit and continue studies , please ayah ?
People there changed too , *yes you . [ know who you are babygirl ]
I prefer having Bil baby around with me there , 'cause she's the best of all .
I miss working with that little cute shorty .
Am dragging myself each day to work until the day that ayah says time for school .
Why does working there bothers me so much ?

Can't wait to meet Bil baby 'cause I miss her so .
Could I say , now she's one of my bestest friend ?

Gotta rest now , early morning to work .

Baby

2009-06-22T00:43:00.002+08:00

Where are you Baby ?
I'm waiting for your call b , :(
I miss you love .

Girlfriends

2009-06-21T00:57:00.002+08:00

I went out with Fifah today , :D .
Accompanied by baby to Peninsula to gab me a tee that I've been eyeing for .
Baby left soon after that .
Left me with Fifah having our dinner a BugerKing .

I really do miss her .
Meeting Hanah and her tomorrow for a day at Sentosa .
Miss them like 12345 , serious shit .
*Babygirls , you guys are still my #1 and will always be . Ten years is a very long time baby .

Meeting my baby on monday , i love you .
Update tomorrow , nights .

Ducks

2009-06-20T01:40:00.003+08:00

Got myself 5 days MC , but I still need to head down to work .
It's true , my retard old manager and cocked up old supervisor doesn't have the heart and thoughts .
Fuck hell , I'm just a part-timer and I am fucking sick .
But they insist of me going to work ; Damn it .
I don't think I'm staying long at E-ventions , I want to find some other jobs perhaps ?
And hell , I have no life working there .
9.30 - 7.30 , Monday - Friday ; 9.30 - 3 , Saturday ; Trips , Sundays .
Fuck it stupid monkeys !

Am going late to work tomorrow , 10am .
Heading out after that to search for stuff .
Looking forward to meet Bil baby and my boo tomorrow .

I want to sleep now , good night .

" Sayang , I rindu you . And I need you here with me .
I'm sick baby and you know I need TLC .
See you soon . "

Wisdom Tooth

2009-06-19T14:44:00.002+08:00

On medical leave today .
I swear that my tooth is killing me .
I got my refer to the hospital ; To remove my wisdom tooth .
Heard that I will get a week off from work if I do so .

I'm hungry and I miss Helmy & Qistina .
And I do hate my Fucking Brother , Duduk aja kat zoo kawan dengan beruk uh abang .

I miss babylovee , hairi .

Stranger , I hate you .

2009-06-18T00:19:00.002+08:00

Kakak's wedding was alright .
Bestest part , all cousins from Malaysia came especially Syamin ; I miss her truckloads .
It seems like ages ever since I lasted saw them .
Everything when smoothly and we did face a rough tide but manage to get back in track , Alhamdullilah .

Spend alot of quality time with those that I missed .
Oh , I'm proud of myself ; For the first time ever , I wore 5 inches heels for 9 hours straight .
But shit, it's very tiring . Nak lawa , tahan uh , babi .
Honestly , it was a little emotional when Kakak's up on the pelamin , everyone think about Ibu and cried .
But yeah , its over and done .

Fyi , I just bought a gladiator sandal and white skirt from Cotton On .
Will be buying its white tee , red shorts and the shades

I'm missing Syafiq now , I wished I could let go whats in my heart .
I love you and its true .

I need you boo

2009-06-09T17:25:00.004+08:00

I swear , I miss you baby .

No more mix feelings , its for sure now , very clear .

I love him and nothing could ever change that .

Maybe it causes by the fightings and all but he's something different in my life .

Somehow , being with him for alomst a year now is someting that's really surprising for me and great .

He changed my life completely .

p.s. i really need to see you boo . 'Cause if the whole world turns dark , you are the light of my life that brightens it . For now , I need you like a child needs it blanket .

2009-06-07T22:52:00.004+08:00

I want to take the highest climb , reach there and stay for as long as I could .
Too many hopes but it's crushing .
I don't believe in you anymore baby ; I don't love you / I'm having mixed feelings .

Let's follow your deal baby , See how far you could hold it up .
Can we last , 30062008 ?

Dead And Gone ?

2009-06-07T07:11:00.002+08:00

I've created new FS , new msn account , deleted every single post on this blog and changed the skin.
Trying to have a brand new start , get some things over and done with .
Tired with the old life I had ; I need to breathe now .